Outer and Inner Pilgrimage: The Way of St. Francis and the Journey to Non-Self, 7

 

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Spirit of creativity and playfulness

 

 

A pilgrimage is a time of solitude where deep listening can be practiced. Deep listening means to open the heart to everything that is. It is communication with nature, people, and one’s own inner voice. In order to be open, I think it is of crucial importance not to complain about anything. A complaining mind is a limited mind and a hindrance to seeing what is.

 

During long times of walking in solitude, the mind becomes open and very receptive. I call this state of mind “heart-mind.” This heart mind is connected, interconnected, and full of vitality. I discovered that during this time of being intimately connected, the strong urge to give form to this experience also arises. Being connected is the birthplace of poetry, drawing, writing, and of other creative activities.  However, this activity is free of any goal or judgment.  It is reached by playfulness – like a child that is immersed in its play without looking for any approval – it is just doing.

 

 

 

 

 

Looking back to Gubbio

 

 

 

When I left Gubbio in the early morning, the sounds of bells mixed with bird songs accompanied me to the outside of the city. I was walking on the Sentiero Francescano della Pace, the way of peace. It was the same way St. Francis walked from Assisi to Gubbio after he broke with his familiar life 813 years ago.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I passed beautiful little stone shrines and chapels.

 

 

 

 

 

 

At one chapel, I rang the bell in honor of my uncle Herman, who turned 93 that day.

 

 

 

I spent the night at the Monastery St. Peter, which was transformed into a place for pilgrims. Like so often on my pilgrimage, they cooked a fantastic meal.

 

 

 

 

 

Monastery St. Peter with pilgrims hanging their clothes to dry

 

 

 

 

 

Inner court of the monastery with pilgrims

 

 

It rained during the night. The next morning, everything was vibrant and fresh. I was in awe! The intense fall colors, the raindrops on grass and berries glittering in the sun, the smell of wet soil. Everything was so special.

 

 

 

 

 

A little pool in a rock where rainwater was captured

 

 

By now, I had made a fascinating discovery about myself – I did not want to memorize poems anymore. Instead, I had a strong urge to give my experience a form by creating haikus. I wanted to stay with the experience and not leave it until I could capture it. During my pilgrimage, I wrote more than hundred haikus, (most of them in German).

 

 

 

 

 

 

The yellow flowers

Shine the way like little lamps

On a shaded slope

 

 

 

 

 

Dung Beatle

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Lichen on a tree trunk

 

 

 

 

My strong desire to respond to nature led me to do some land art. I could not do that very often, though, because my time was limited.

 

 

 

 

 

Playful response to nature

 

 

 

 

 

Old farmhouse overgrown with evergreens

 

 

 

The second night, I stayed in the place called Ostello Franciscan il Sentiero in Valfabbrica. Here, I met a Canadian family who went on the pilgrimage in honor of their father. He had just died at the age of 94. He loved poetry and so did his children. We shared our favorite poems.

 

 

 

 

 

The Canadian family who loved poetry

 

 

 

I met them again on the path. We greeted each other with a poem. I shared one by Rainer Maria Rilke.

 

 

 

I live my life in widening circles

That reach out across the world.

I may not complete this last one

But I give myself to it.

 

I circle around God, around the primordial tower.

I’ve been circling for thousands of years

And I still don’t know: am I a falcon,

A storm, or a great song?

 

 

 

When I am on a pilgrimage, my way of staying in the present moment is by connecting with my senses. The world comes to me and I am witnessing it. The incredible beauty of nature – from a dug beetle rolling the ball over and over a little part of the meadow to the magnificent view of mountains and valleys.  After having this experience, something in me wants to give it a form and capture the moment. Therefore I take photos, create haikus, and sometimes respond with land art.

 

I use the time of quarantine to connect with nature on a much smaller scale. Instead of walking, I often sit and observe. I do not have to go anywhere – nature is just there in my garden, in my house. Now it is a shadow of my chair in the morning that creates a sense of wonder, or a yucca plant with a new shoot growing rapidly every day. Preparing food becomes a feast for the senses.

 

I know that it is up to me how I orient my mind. I can connect with what is right in front of me and let the thinking mind, the worrying mind, take a back seat.  The creative expression of something that touches me is very important for my mental health. Therefore, I use the time I have right now to write haikus, make photos, and sometimes do land art. I try to keep my sense of playfulness and do not look out for recognition or approval.

 

 

 

 

 

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Outer and Inner Pilgrimage: The Way of St. Francis and the Journey to Non-Self, 6

 

 

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Pilgrimage and the Spirit of Vulnerability

 

Walking into the unknown means to be ready to take risks. A pilgrimage is an adventure, which needs courage and endurance. The courage most needed, however, is the courage to face vulnerability. When I know my weaknesses, my fears, and my limitations, I can be courageous without being reckless. I can take risks and at the same time I can take care of myself.

 

During my pilgrimage in Italy, probably the most dangerous situation I am aware of was encounters with vicious dogs. I was lucky and was never attacked. Another risk was walking alone – many things could have happened – I was not afraid and never faced any obvious danger on my way. However, I have one basic fear – it is the fear of getting lost. I do not know where this fear comes from, as I do not remember ever getting really lost.  But I have to deal with it.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The two days from Citta della Castella to Gubbio were challenging.  In burning heat and no shade, I walked for hours on hot asphalt roads to the town Pietralunga. On my past pilgrimages, I lost several toenails when hiking in this kind of heat. This time, my shoes were big enough and I was fine.  In order to give my mind something to do, I memorized a poem from the Book of Hours by Rainer Maria Rilke. It reflected my state of mind.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Du Gott, ich möchte viele Pilger sein,

Um so, ein langer Zug, zu dir zu gehen,

Um ein großes Stück von dir zu sein:

Du Garten mit den lebenden Alleen…

 

 

 

The German version is much better than I can translate. I will translate it freely: You, God, I want to be many pilgrims so I can walk to you as a long line and can become part of you – you, the garden of living alleys…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The countryside was beautiful – hills covered with oak and pine trees and sometimes a stone house, church, or palazzo visible from far away.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

However, I was tired of walking on streets. One time, the guidebook suggested an unmarked route through the forest. It was in the middle of nowhere. Should I dare it? It would be much safer to walk on the road where the way was marked. I decided to walk through the forest. It was a gorgeous hike up a mountain. I walked alone, but had a companion with me – the tension in my stomach. After two hours, I linked up to the signed path – what a big relief.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Not many pilgrims walk the path of St. Francis, but those who walk always feel connected. One time, I saw an arrow on the country road and I was sure that somebody wanted to show the right direction of the path. I followed it. After a while, I met two French women pilgrims I had met before. They told me that they had made the arrow for me so I would not get lost. I was very touched.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

When I arrived in Gubbio, I went straight to the convent of the Franciscan nuns, where I stayed overnight.  It was a huge 14th century complex with many rooms for pilgrims – but only one other female pilgrim was staying here.

 

 

 

 

 

View to Gubbio

 

 

Gubbio was an important place for St. Francis. During his most vulnerable time after his dispute with his father, he walked nearly naked from Assisi to Gubbio. Only a simple piece of cloth covered his body. St. Francis was considered at this time to be crazy, reckless, and stupid. He had chosen to walk to Gubbio because of a friend – the rich cloth trader Spadalunga. This friend welcomed him in his home and gave him a simple tunic to wear. It later became the model for the clothing of the Franciscan monks.

 

 

 

 

 

 

St. Francis and the wolf

 

 

There exists another famous story of St. Francis in Gubbio. It is said that he befriended and tamed a dangerous wolf that threatened the community. St. Francis looked for the wolf and promised it enough food if, in return, it would stop hurting the community.  The community agreed to provide food and the wolf stopped its attacks. This story, probably referring to a very greedy person, shows how vulnerability and strength belong together – especially the strength expressed through kindness.

 

 

 

 

 

Piazza della Signoria with the Palazzo Consoli (1332-1336 AD)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Gubbio is located on a hill with many stairs and steep streets and has impressive medieval constructions for the support of buildings

 

 

 

 

 

Little dog looking out a window behind bars

 

 

 

 

 

One of many streets in Gubbio

 

 

 

The two stories about St. Francis in Gubbio have to do with vulnerability and strength. He was not afraid to show his vulnerability. I believe he exposed his vulnerability with the radical break from his old life when he left Assisi nearly naked. However, this act also showed his incredible strength. I believe that this event was the start of his journey to Non-Self.

 

With the coronavirus spreading all over the world, the vulnerability and fragility of life has become more visible than I ever could have imagined. The virus is unpredictable and very contagious. I have to face my own vulnerability and also the vulnerability of others. I am not afraid. However, I do whatever I can do to help others and also protect myself – and this is by staying at home.

 

 

 

 

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Outer and Inner Pilgrimage: The Way of St. Francis and the Journey to Non-Self, 5

 

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Meeting the Gap

 

 

The goal of a pilgrimage for me is not self-improvement, but to deepen the awareness of who I am. In order to become aware, it is of crucial importance to accept myself without judgment. A pilgrimage for me is not a time to seek comfort and safety. On my pilgrimages in the past, I sometimes experienced hardships and faced my limits. These times, in retrospect, were the most valuable times of the pilgrimage. Hardships and challenges serve like gaps which, in the words of Leonhard Cohen, “the light comes in.” The Tibetan Buddhists call this state Bardo, the time in between. It is the time when change can happen.

 

 

After I left the charming 14th century country house in the early morning, I hiked to the city of Sansepolcro. This town is the birthplace of the famous Renaissance artist Piero della Franscesca. He also lived and worked there. On the way to the town, the path followed a natural sewage canal. The smell was nearly unbearable. I expressed my feelings in a haiku.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Stinky wastewater

Flows beside the pilgrim’s way

Ah! Ripe grapes and figs

 

 

 

 

 

Roofline of Sansepolcro photographed from the home of Pierro della Francesca

 

 

Although I loved the town with the many palazzos and churches and also visited the home and museum of Piero della Francesca, I was eager to see one of his most famous pieces – Madonna del Parto. He painted the fresco for the cemetery church, Santa Maria di Momentana in Monterchi, where his mother was buried. Now it can be seen in the city museum of Monterchi. I had to make a little detour, but it was worth it.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Madonna del Parto. Piero della Francesca finished the fresco in just 7 days

 

 

Monterchi is located beside the Cerfone River. During the time of Antiquity, pregnant women came to this place to participate in fertility rituals. Even today, pregnant women visit the Madonna del Parto to ask for a safe childbirth.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Madonna del Parto (1460 AD)

 

 

I slept in a simple apartment connected with a farmhouse surrounded by rolling hills, fields, and forests. The most peaceful landscape one can imagine. However, early in morning, I was woken up by gunshots echoing all over the valley. It was September 15 – the start of the hunting season in Italy. During the entire day of hiking, I felt as if I were in a war zone.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hunters crossing a field

 

 

The hunting mentality I saw in Umbria created a strong aversion in me. I often had to walk in between high wire fences because private owners of forests fenced in their property. I saw cages where dogs were imprisoned, probably dogs raised for hunting. Also, the Italians are allowed to shoot birds – one time I saw on my walk a construction for birds with a deer stand down below to shoot them. It was a great paradox, walking on the way of St. Francis and witnessing this animal cruelty. St. Francis is known for his love of animals.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hunter with his dog

 

 

 

 

 

 

Lures for birds

 

 

In Citta della Castello, a medieval town surrounded by a powerful city wall, a special treat was waiting for me. My son Lorenz drove up from Assisi to have dinner with me. He also brought the English version of my guidebook. The German translation I used was poorly translated and made it difficult sometimes to find the way.

 

 

 

 

 

My son Lorenz and I at dinner in Citta della Castello

 

With the coronavirus sweeping over the whole world, life as we all know it came to a standstill. Most of us have to stay home in order to slow down the curve, the speed of infection, and also to not get infected.

When I was sitting in front of the Madonna del Parto for at least an hour, I felt the mystery of this painting. There is not one painting I know of in the history of art that depicts the Madonna like this – standing, fully embodied, with her right hand pointing to the gap caused by something even she does not see. She just feels it!

During the time of quarantine, the whole world holds its breath. It is a time when transformation can take place. Like at a pilgrimage or a sesshin, this transformation happens slowly, organically, or – by using the visual picture of the Madonna del Parto – it can be considered a time of pregnancy, when something new can develop and grow.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Outer and Inner Pilgrimage: The Way of St. Francis and the Journey to Non-Self 4

 

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Pilgrimage and the mind of not knowing

 

Walking on a pilgrimage is to allow the world to come forward in the experience of every moment. Being ready at any moment for what is there is to live in a mind of not knowing. A mind of not knowing needs trust – trust, that everything that arises each moment is okay and that you can handle it. Each moment is the best moment of your life, Katagiri Roshi once said. A pilgrimage is good training for this mindset.

 

When I left La Verna, I walked for about six hours through silent forests, open meadows, and rocky canyons. The weather was gorgeous.

 

 

 

 

Ripe fruit of a bush, the name of which I do not know

 

 

 

Ripe black blackberries, elderberries and rose hips grew along the way and every so often I stopped to collect a handful of fruit and let it melt in my mouth. All the time I followed the yellow sign of the Tau, the symbol for the way.

 

 

 

 

 

 

I stayed overnight in Pieve Santo Stefano, a little town in the valley beside the Tiber River. All the rooms were booked except in a hotel beside the highway – a huge, sterile box of a building with hardly any guests. What a difference to the beauty I experienced during the day! At least, I had a place to sleep.

 

After Pieve Santo Stefano, nature became even more magical. I visited Eremo di Cerbaiolo, a hermitage nestled like a pigeon’s nest high on a cliff.

 

 

 

 

Eremo di Cerbeiolo

 

 

After I lay down on an ancient stone under an elderberry tree, I saw a nice pattern in the stone. When I made a photo, a face looked towards me. It seemed to me as if St. Francis and St. Anthony (both spent time in this place) became present again.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Not only rocks, but also trees became intimately connected with me during this hike. “You have to love these trees,” the pilgrim Veronique said to me with a heavy French accent, when I could not stop making photos of these powerful beings.

 

 

 

 

 

 

The crown of this oak tree was humongous, but I could not totally capture it in the photo.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Rock and tree and roots were so connected that there seemed to be no difference anymore between them.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Moss-patched roots reaching into the ditch where a former Gothic house once stood

 

 

After sleeping in the Albergo Bar Imperatore, where the owner Lorean cooked a fantastic Italian meal, I continued my walk through the Apennine. For hours, I hiked through thick and healthy mixed forests, traversed an alpine meadow with the poetic name Alpe della Luna, and had a gorgeous view down into the valley.

 

 

 

 

 

It was evening when I arrived at the hermitage Montecasale, a place once given as a present to St. Francis. Above the entrance of the hermitage stood the words (translated): Here once lived three saints, St. Francis, St. Anthony, and St. Bonaventura. Here once lived three terrible robbers like saints. Therefore, blessings to those who are able to live here.”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

A story about St. Francis explains these words.  Once there were three robbers who knocked on the door of the hermitage. They begged for food. The monk who lived there chased them away with the words that they did not deserve any food because of their past actions. St. Francis arrived shortly after that, carrying bread and wine with him. When he heard this story, he ordered the monk to look for the robbers and bring them his food. Only kindness, he said, transforms the human being.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

When I arrived at the hermitage, I had another problem – it was already 7 pm and I did not have any place to sleep. I met a monk in the chapel and asked him if I could stay overnight (I knew that only men were allowed to stay, but asked anyway). He was so kind to offer me a place in the refectory – a huge room with wooden benches and tables – but I decided not to stay there and to continue. Before I left, he went into the kitchen to give me a cake, a banana, and an apple for the way, uttering the words in broken English “you might not find a place for dinner anymore today! Please take this!” I was touched by his kindness.

 

 

 

I still had two hours to walk to reach the city Sansepolcro. However, there was a bed and breakfast place only 20 minutes down the mountain, though I could not reach anybody on the phone. So I hiked a gorgeous steep mountain path down towards the valley and passed on my way the favorite place of St. Francis, called Sasso Spicco.

 

 

 

 

 

Sasso Spicco

 

 

After Sasso Spicco, I got lost! I could not find my way! I followed one path, returned, followed another one, and was not sure if I should hike up the steep mountain back to Montecasale. Finally, I found the yellow Tau sign. Around 8 pm I arrived back at the bed and breakfast place and was very lucky! They had a room available for me and then even prepared dinner. It was one of the most charming places I stayed in during the three weeks of my walk.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dinner at Agriturismo Le Burgne

 

 

Being open to the unexpected is one of the key elements of a pilgrimage. Although I did some planning, mainly connected to where I would sleep, I stayed flexible and open otherwise. It was exactly the mind of not knowing that made every moment fresh and full of life.

 

With the coronavirus, the mind of not knowing and uncertainty has rolled over the globe like a huge tsunami. Nobody expected it. Nobody could imagine its enormous impact on everyday life.  How do I allow the world to come forward in every experience, when it is full of uncertainty, of not knowing?

 

During the pilgrimage, my main activity was walking, an activity of the body connected with all of my senses. Walking gave structure to the whole day and allowed me to be fully connected with my senses. Now, in quarantine, I try the same. I meditate, being aware of my breath. I do walking meditation, feel the cool green grass on my bare feet, the limbs moving, feel every step connected with the breath. Walking is reduced to a tiny area, but the awareness of walking is much more heightened. I connect with my surroundings more intensively and suddenly see things I never realized before.

 

Just being connected, however, is not enough to meet unexpected situations and uncertainties on a pilgrimage. During the thousands of miles I have walked, there developed an inner strength – this strength is trust in life. Whatever might come, I trust in life. This trust is like the trees I saw during my pilgrimages. I imagine and also feel that I am one of the trees I saw, deeply rooted and strong enough to encounter unexpected storms, drought, and heat. Whatever might come. I trust in life.

 

Often on my pilgrimages, I take poems with me. Before I left for the Camino Franciso, I dedicated the poem below by Mary Oliver to the entire pilgrimage. Its message is also a message for me during quarantine.

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Summer Day

 

Who made the world?
Who made the swan, and the black bear?
Who made the grasshopper?
This grasshopper, I mean-
the one who has flung herself out of the grass,
the one who is eating sugar out of my hand,
who is moving her jaws back and forth instead of up and down-
who is gazing around with her enormous and complicated eyes.
Now she lifts her pale forearms and thoroughly washes her face.
Now she snaps her wings open, and floats away.
I don’t know exactly what a prayer is.
I do know how to pay attention, how to fall down
into the grass, how to kneel in the grass,
how to be idle and blessed, how to stroll through the fields,
which is what I have been doing all day.
Tell me, what else should I have done?
Doesn’t everything die at last, and too soon?
Tell me, what is it you plan to do
With your one wild and precious life?

 

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   Outer and Inner Pilgrimage: The Way of St. Francis and the Journey to Non-Self 3

 

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Sacred spaces

 

 

 

A pilgrimage is a journey to sacred spaces like shrines, temples, churches, caves, or mountains. It always involves the body and is highly physical. It has to do with connecting – connecting to spaces with body and mind. Some pilgrimages have ancient histories; others are fairly new routes – like the Camino Francisco in Italy.

 

The Camino Francisco is not one single way, like the Shikoku pilgrimage in Japan, but there exist several routes. These routes often overlap. I had chosen a route recommended by my son, who lived in Assisi at the time. In the past, pilgrims used the Via Roma to walk to Assisi and afterwards to Rome.

 

When I started the hike, I was barely acquainted with the life of St. Francis. My main intention was to walk. I learned about his life when I visited the sites where he stayed about 800 years ago. I will tell you stories about his life in connection to the spaces I will visit.

 

I started the pilgrimage in La Verna (Tuscany), a remote monastery located on Monte Penna.

 

 

 

 

 

Main plaza at the monastery La Verna

 

 

 

 

 

 

Basilica Chiesa Maggiore

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

This place was the most important place for St. Francis. When he was severely sick and depressed (things in his order did not turn out how he envisioned it), he came to La Verna for a 40-day fasting retreat.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The high cliffs on which the monastery was built

 

 

Stories tell us that he was tempted by the devil – most probably, he was thinking about suicide by jumping off the cliffs. In this time of hardship, he gave himself totally up to Christ, whose teachings he followed in an uncompromising way. It was then that a miracle happened to him – he was bleeding from the same place as Christ on the cross (stigmata).  The knowledge of the unity with Christ gave him the strength to preach the message of humility, poverty, simplicity, love and peace for two more years.

 

The place where the stigmata occurred is of great importance for the Franciscan order. During the time of St. Francis, there stood only simple stone and mud huts and a small chapel. After the plague in 1348, however, a new Basilica was donated by a rich trade union of Florence. In the 15th century, Andrea della Robbia designed the other buildings and also created many glazed terracotta art pieces for the monastery.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Crucifixion with the sun and the moon in the Chiesa delle Stimmate

created by Andrea della Robbia

 

 

La Verna was a place that impressed me deeply. Located on high cliffs and surrounded by a magical forest, it was still breathing out the simplicity of former times. However, one event left an imprint I will never forget.  I was walking along a corridor leading to the Chiesa delle Stimmate. The right side of the corridor consisted of a solid wall with only one door in the middle. To the left, daylight was streaming in through a wall of windows.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Corridor to the chapel

 

 

During my two-day stay, I passed the door several times and I assumed that it was locked. However, one time I saw a monk stepping through it. I became very curious about were the door led to and opened it. To my big surprise, I did not step into another room but found myself in the most breathtaking, wild, archaic nature!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Vivid green moss covered the powerful rock boulders cascading down into a very narrow canyon. The crowns of powerful trees covered the sky above, building a living tent of green. Nobody was there. Here, I felt the sacredness of the space, the sacredness of this untamed, wild beauty.  St. Francis loved to come here. Later on I discovered that the places where he retreated for prayer were often in areas like this.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

During a pilgrimage, it is easy to connect with places, especially when they are of this overwhelming beauty. It is a sensual experience where the connection to the place is direct, immediate, and always in the moment. On a pilgrimage, every step brings a new viewpoint, a new impression, and it is easy to be in the here and now.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Now, in quarantine, there is nowhere to go. Quarantine means living in a limited and very familiar space, a place full of habits connected with a particular way of thinking. In this situation, I remember the door – the door that leads to another reality, a reality that is just a step away.  It is Big Mind, the boundless reality of the wild, original nature. It means for me to still live in a limited space, but to see beyond – to live in loving awareness, which embraces everything that happens in a compassionate way. I do not have to go anywhere to find the sacred – it is in my everyday life. I just have to open the door.

 

 

 

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System Solution, Method-Means: 体系解決、方法-方策

 

 

Dear all,

 

Today, April 8, is the Flower Festival, celebrating the Buddha’s birthday, also a super full moon day. The full moon symbolizes full brightness and totality. The Buddha was awakened to the Dharma of Dependent Origination, i.e., all are dependently originated in related relativity. He recommended that we “mentally orient from the root” (yoniso manasikāra, lit. from womb, mental orientation). We must think fundamentally and comprehensively to solve our problems – pandemics, etc.

 

The COVID-19 pandemic has revealed the inadaptability and inability of the present civilization, of all nations, systems of capitalism, materialism, and militarism (money, matter, might), though their heads are still concerned with money, etc. Money buys power, etc., dictating men, etc., negating natural sciences, as in the global problematique, like global warming, pandemic, etc. The Buddha foresaw the destruction of the world due to this, especially the Triple Poisons.

 

He recommended the two refuges of the Dharma and the self, a comprehensive strategy and fundamental tactics. The Dharma is nature (beings/way: truth/ethic) and the self is individual being. All living beings originate and cease in the Dharma, but have inherited and induce karma, whose survival instinct becomes the Triple Poisons. So, we must cultivate the Triple Learnings in the Dharma to convert the Triple Poisons. Human selves and systems must follow the Dharma to function free and fully.

 

The strategy of a paradigm shift is to shift from an artificial unidirectional pyramidal civilization to a natural cyclical life Indra-net culture, cultivating selves and systems – human and natural – in the wholly wholesome way world in holy truth, beauty, and goodness. The tactics of self-cultivation is living in the holy way of the Eightfold Great Person’s Awakening. This is the Bodhisattva way of Mitra, Maitreya, et al., living in friendship with all dharmas in the Dharma.

 

April 8, 2020 C.E. Dharma note

 

Note 1. The Triple Poisons (ti-dosa/tri-doṣa) are desire (raga/rāga), divisiveness (dosa/dveṣa), and delusion (moha/moha) of a separate self).

 

  1. The Triple Learnings (tisso sikkhā/triṣāṇi śikṣāṇi) are morality (sīla/śīla), concentration (samādhi), and prognosis (paňňā/prajňā).

 

  1. Eightfold Awareness/Awakening of Great Persons (Mahā-purisa-vitakka/-bodhi/mahā-puruṣa-vitarka/-bodhi): little desire (appiccha/appicchā), contentment (santuṭṭha/santuṣṭa), seclusion (pavivitta/pravivitta), striving (viriya/vīrya), mindfulness (sati/smṛti), concentration (samāhita), prognosis (paňňā/prajňā), no speculation (appapaňca/aprapaňca).

 

4.The Bodhisattva way is to vow and live “to save others first and the self last.”

 

5.    枠組転換:Paradigm Shift

 

親愛なる皆さん

 

今日四月八日はブッダの生誕を祝う「花祭り」であり、またスーパームーンの満月の日でもあります。満月は完全な明るさと全体性を象徴染ます。ブッダは、相依相対の中に一切が因縁生起するという、縁起の法に目覚めました。彼は私達に「正理思惟せよ」(yoniso manasikāra, 原意は「母胎ー本源ーから心せよ」)と言いました。全人類的疫病などの問題を解くために私達は根本的かつ包括的に考えなければなりません。

 

コロナウィルスCOVID-19は、現在の文明、特に国家、資本主義、物質主義、そして軍国主義(金・物・力)の体系の不適応と無能力を披歴しました、未だにその首長達は金などに拘っていますが。地球温暖化や全人類的疫病などの地球問題群に見られるように、金は権力等を買い、人間等を支配し、自然科学を否定しています。ブッダはこれによる、特に三毒による、世界の破滅を予見していました。

 

彼は法洲と自洲、包括的戦略と根本的戦術を推薦しました。法は本性/自然(存在/方法:真理/倫理)であり、自とは個的存在です。一切の生き物は法の中に生起し消滅しますが、業を相続して業を生みますが、その生存本能は三毒となるのです。だから、私達は法において三学を修養して三毒を転換しなければなりません。人間の個我と体系は自由に完全に機能するには法に従わなければなりません。

 

枠組転換の戦略は聖(全体健全)なる真善美に於いて全体健全な方法・世界において、自己と体系ー人間と自然ーを修養・耕作して、人工的一方向的金字塔文明を自然的循環的命帝網文化への転換です。自己修養の戦術は八大人覚の聖なる道を生きることです。これはミトラ、ミロク等の法に於いて諸法(諸現象)と共に友として生きる菩薩道です。

 

2020共通年4月8日 法記

 

註 1. 三毒 (ti-dosa/tri-doṣa) は貪欲 (raga/rāga), 瞋恚 (dosa/dveṣa), 及び(自己分別の)無知 (moha/moha) (貪瞋痴と省略).

 

  1. 三学 (tisso sikkhā/triṣāṇi śikṣāṇi) は戒律 (sīla/śīla), 禅定 (samādhi:三昧と音訳), 及び智慧 (paňňā/prajňā)(戒定慧と省略).

 

  1. 八大人覚(Mahā-purisa-vitakka/-bodhi/mahā-puruṣa-vitarka/-bodhi)は小欲 (appiccha/appiccha), 知足(santuṭṭha/santuṣṭa)、離俗(pavivitta/pravivitta), 精進 (viriya/vīrya), 専念 (sati/smṛti), 禅定 (samāhita), 智慧 (paňňā/prajňā), 不戯論(不虚妄・不妄想・不煩悩・不乱心・不心転・不投機)(appapaňca/aprapaňca).

 

4.菩薩道とは 「自未得度先度他(自ら済度を得る前に先ず他を済度する)」と誓  願し生きること。

 

5. 枠組転換:Paradigm Shift

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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The following picture was taken and sent

by Garyo, Arizona.

 

下の写真はアリゾナにいる雅了

が撮り送ってくれたものです。

 

 

 

 

 

下の写真は下田の大塚卿之さんが撮影し

MLにコメントをつけて送ってくれたものです

(少し時間をおいての二枚:時間順):

 

「人類は新型コロナウイルスに苦しめられていますが、

天体は規則正しい運行をしてくれています。
まるで人類を励ますかのように美しいスーパームーンを
見せてくれています。
わたしの部屋から先ほど撮ったひときわ明るい
ムーンロードの写真をご覧ください。」

 

The following picture was taken and sent 

by Mr. Noriyuki Otsuka, Shimoda, Japan

with his comment

(two with a little while interval chronologically):

“Even though humankind is tortured by corona virus,

the celestial bodies show their regular operations,

showing the super moon, as if they encourage humankind.

Please appreciate the picture of brighter

super-load moon just now taken from my window.”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The following picture was posted in the St. Louis Post Dispatch

taken by David Carson on April 7, 2020

dcarson@post-dispatch.com

 

 

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The above quoted newspaper featured the super full moon pics.

from all around the world (including the following):

 

https://www.stltoday.com/news/national/photos-see-last-nights-pink-supermoon-from-different-spots-around-the-world/collection_24130e15-5401-5222-8249-6ab4a4d985d7.html#24

 

 

Nashville, Tennessee

 

 

 

A supermoon rises behind a statue of the Roman god Mercury mounted on top of a hotel tower, Tuesday, April 7, 2020, in Nashville, Tenn. (AP Photo/Mark Humphrey)

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Outer and Ⅰnner pilgrimage - The Way of St. Francis and the Pilgrimage to Non-Self

 

 

Dear Friends,

 

When my husband David and I decided to go into strict quarantine, I became aware that this time of social distancing has a lot of similarities with the pilgrimages I did in the past. While a big difference is that the coronavirus seems to have shattered our everyday life with an abruptness nobody expected, a pilgrimage is based on free will. However, even this statement is questionable – who is it really who wants to walk, wants to leave the familiar and walk into the unknown.

 

When I started to walk pilgrimages 22 years ago, my sister and I stumbled from one mistake into another. We were inexperienced and poorly equipped. The pilgrimage to Maria Zell (a place in Austria) lasted only for 3 days. On the first day, we went about 25 miles, far too much for the first day. I had tendinitis and the pain in my right Achilles tendon was almost unbearable. I walked in spite of it (no doctor would give this advice). During the next day, pouring rain was our constant companion. We did not have appropriate raingear and also no cover for our backpack. Not only did we become wet to the bone but also our clothes in the backpack became soaking wet.

 

When we arrived in Maria Zell, the pain in my Achilles tendon had disappeared and never came back. Despite all the discomfort, we had a very special time together.

 

Since my first pilgrimage to Maria Zell, I have walked several thousand miles and completed 8 pilgrimages. Each of the pilgrimages had its own challenge. My last pilgrimage was in Italy last September, where I followed the footsteps of St. Francis. I would like to share it with you.

 

The words of the Dalai Lama, “a true pilgrim does not have to go anywhere,” inspired me to consider the quarantine as a pilgrimage with nowhere to go. It will be a challenge, like the first pilgrimage I did 22 years ago. But I am dedicated to facing the difficulties.  So that is how I perceive the big similarity between being on an outer pilgrimage and walking the path of an inner pilgrimage – basically it is the same. For the next few weeks I will share with you my experience of walking the Camino Francesco and connect it with my experience of the pilgrimage we are now all on together in quarantine.

 

Garyo

 

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   Outer and inner pilgrimage

The way of St. Francis and the journey to Non-Self

 

Pilgrim as a wanderer

 

 

 

St. Francis (1181-1226) was the son of a rich cloth trader in Assisi. It is said that he was very generous and had high dreams for himself – he wanted to become a knight, a very prestigious profession at this time. In the war against Perugia (a nearby city), he was captured and imprisoned for one year. When he came back home, he had lost his grounding and his dreams. He did not know what to do with his life anymore and searched for meaning. One time, he was in the chapel of St. Damiano and heard an inner voice (Jesus) ordering him to rebuild the chapel. Still used to his familiar life, he sold everything he owned and the cloth from his father’s store in order to follow this calling. His father was infuriated and sued him. During his trial (1206) he not only gave everything back to his father, but he also took off his own clothing and stood naked in front of the population of Assisi. This was the start of his new identity as a wanderer.

 

In many traditions in the past, people left home in order to meet themselves in a new way – like the haiku poet Matsuō  Bashō in Japan, Milarepa in Tibet, and the most important in our tradition – Buddha himself.

 

A pilgrim is a wanderer who travels to sacred spaces and leaves the familiar behind. A pilgrimage provides the opportunity to step out of the stories, which determine who we are, and step into each moment and each activity in a fresh, new way. The famous poet Rumi said it is “to wash yourself from yourself.”

 

Now, during quarantine, I have dedicated myself to living with this mindset. It is not a physical walk anymore, but I become the pilgrim of my mind. I can bring the awareness of the moment into everyday life, into the familiar. With that, I can come to the realization that every aspect of my life is sacred.

 

The poet Rainer Maria Rilke expresses it in the following way:

 

God speaks to each of us before we are,

Before he’s formed us — then, in a cloudy speech,

But only then, he speaks these words to each

And silently walks with us from the dark:

 

Driven by your senses, dare

To the edge of longing. Grow

Like a fire’s shadowcasting glare

Behind assembled things, so you can spread

Their shapes on me as clothes.

Don’t leave me bare.

Let it all happen to you: beauty and dread.

Simply gono feeling is too much

And only this way can we stay in touch.

Near here is the land

That they call Life.

You’ll know when you arrive

By how real it is.

Give me your hand.

 

– Translated by Leonard Cottrell

 

 

During the pilgrimage in Italy last September, I walked about 217 miles from La Verna (near Arezzo in Tuscany) to Poggio Bostone (near Rieti in the province of Latium). It took me three weeks. Except for one day, I walked alone. Like all of my pilgrimages, it was an amazing experience.

 

 

 

 

di qui passò Francesco - camminando sui luoghi di Francesco; Info ...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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From Crises to Opportunities: 危機から好機へ

 

Dear all,

 

We are at the spring equinox, equal in day and night, warmth and chill, identified with nirvana, no wind of karma, called ohigan, the Yond Bank. The world, however, is under the pandemic COVID-19 crises. Last evening I went to the center and visited a store, ghost town-like without lights, people, cars, and commodities. A scientist compared this state to that under nuclear disaster. We are now ordered to stay home.

 

It seems our wild madness and fuss has been suddenly stopped by this global disaster. The global problematique of global warming, mass extinction, nuclear holocaust, etc., seems to be caused by the collective commotion of our mass madness in production, consumption, waste, etc. Epidemic specialists say that we’ve intruded into and disturbed nature to get into this pandemic. Our civilization is destroying nature.

 

Scientists and opinion leaders have written that we have been in arrogance, are at the end of the world as we knew it, and that there will be a totally different world – isolated, local, simple, saving, safe living in harmony with nature, eliminating the hegemony of money, matter, and might. We now stay at home safe, satisfied, seeing, cultivating ourselves and nature, living limitless liberation, light, life, love, etc.

 

Crises are also opportunities to reflect on ourselves and on other things (dharmas, the Dharma) to realize and reform our living ways in awakening and unconditioned peace (nirvana). The Buddha’s Eightfold Great Person’s Awakening provides us with the means to do this. It is to still our karma, the Triple Poisons that cause all problems and suffering in this world. It is to live in a holy (wholly wholesome) way world.

 

March 23, 2020 C.E. Dharma note

 

Note 1.

Eightfold Awareness/Awakening of Great Persons (Mahā-purisa-vitakka/-bodhi/mahā-purua-vitarka/-bodhi): little desire (appiccha/appicchā), contentment (santuṭṭha/santuṣṭa), seclusion (pavivitta/pravivitta), striving (viriya/vīrya), mindfulness (sati/smti), concentration (samāhita), prognosis (paňňā/prajňā), no speculation (appapaňca/aprapaňca)

 

2.

https://limitlesslife.wordpress.com/2020/03/20/a-lesson-coronavirus-is-about-to-teach-the-world/

 

https://limitlesslife.wordpress.com/2020/03/22/its-the-end-of-the-world-as-we-know-it-how-it-is-changing/

 

https://limitlesslife.wordpress.com/2020/03/24/coronavirus-will-change-the-world-permanently-heres-how/

 

3. COVID-19 Global Cases Stats. by CSSE:

https://gisanddata.maps.arcgis.com/apps/opsdashboard/index.html#/bda7594740fd40299423467b48e9ecf6

 

親愛なる皆さん、

 

私達は春分、日夜・寒暖の均衡で、業の無風、即ち涅槃、とされ、お彼岸、向こう岸、とも呼ばれる、時期にいます。世界は、しかしながら、COVID-19の世界流行下にあります。昨夕禅センターに行きある店を訪ねましたが、燈火も人も車も商品も無いゴーストタウン(廃墟都市)の様でした。ある科学者はこのような状態を核惨事の様だと喩えています。私達は今自宅蟄居を命じられています。

 

私達の野生の狂気と狂騒はこの地球的惨事で突然止まったようです。地球温暖化、大量絶滅、核の冬等の地球問題群は私達の生産・消費・廃棄の大量狂気の集団的動乱によって起こされたものに見えます。疫病専門家達は私達が自然に侵入してそれを混乱させて来たのでこの世界流行になったと言っています。私達の文明は自然を破壊しているのです。

 

専門家やオピニオンリーダーは私達が傲慢にして来たが、今や私達が知っている世界の終りにあり、完全に異なる世界になるだろう-金・物・力の覇権を廃して自然と調和して孤立し、地域的で、質素・節約・安全な生活に-なるだろうと言っています。私達は今は家に安全に満足して、自分自身と自然を見て修養・耕作し、無量の自由・光明・生命・愛情などを生きています。

 

危機は好機でもあります、私達自身と他のもの(諸法と法:諸現象とその法則)を振り返り、覚醒と条件付けられない平和(涅槃)の中に生活方法を理解・実現し改革するという好機でも。ブッダ(覚者)達はそうする方法として八大人覚を私達に提供してくれました。それは私達の業を静め、この世の一切の問題と苦悩を引き起こす私達の三毒を静める為です。それは聖(全体健全)な方法・世界に生きることです。

 

2020共通年3月23日 法の記事

 

註 1.

八大人覚・大人慮(Mahā-purisa-vitakka/-bodhi/mahā-purua-vitarka/-bodhi):小欲(appiccha/appicchā)・知足(santuṭṭha/santuṣṭa)・離俗(pavivitta/pravivitta)・精進・ (sati/smti)・専念(viriya/vīrya)・集中(三昧)(samāhita)・智慧(般若)(paňňā/prajňā)・不妄想(不戯論)(appapaňca/aprapaňca)

 

2.

https://limitlesslife.wordpress.com/2020/03/20/a-lesson-coronavirus-is-about-to-teach-the-world/

 

https://limitlesslife.wordpress.com/2020/03/22/its-the-end-of-the-world-as-we-know-it-how-it-is-changing/

 

https://limitlesslife.wordpress.com/2020/03/24/coronavirus-will-change-the-world-permanently-heres-how/

 

3 COVID-19 世界統計:

https://vdata.nikkei.com/newsgraphics/coronavirus-world-map/

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Total globally infected: more than 4 bil.  U.S. 53,268  as of March 24, 2020, 6 a.m. (Nikkei, Japan)

 

 

 

https://vdata.nikkei.com/newsgraphics/coronavirus-world-map/

新型コロナウイルス新規感染者 世界マップ:日本経済新聞 nat’l newly infected

新型コロナウイルス死者 世界マップ:日本経済新聞 nat’l death tolls

新型コロナウイルス感染者  世界マップ:日本経済新聞 nat’l totals

 

 

 

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confronting global disasters: government inabilities to abilities

Confronting Global Disasters: Government & Community Inabilities to Abilities

 

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Requiem Flowers to Mother/Baby Air-raided: 母に捧ぐ鎮魂華:大空襲下子を救う必死努力

The following was posted in FB (Ms. Reiko Kinui):

画像に含まれている可能性があるもの:植物、花、自然、屋外

貫井 れい子

【花があったら】
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昭和二十年三月十日の(東京)大空襲から三日目か、四日目であったか、
私の脳裏に鮮明に残っている一つの情景がある。
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永代橋から深川木場方面の死体取り片付け作業に従事していた私は、無数とも思われる程の遺体に慣れて、一遺体ごとに手を合わせるものの、初めに感じていた異臭にも、焼けただれた皮膚の無惨さにも、さして驚くこともなくなっていた。
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午後も夕方近く、路地と見られる所で発見した遺体の異様な姿態に不審を覚えた。
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頭皮が焼けこげ、着物が焼けて火傷の皮膚があらわなことはいずれとも変わりなかったが、倒壊物の下敷きになった方の他はうつ伏せか、横かがみ、仰向きがすべてであったのに、その遺体のみは、地面に顔をつけてうずくまっていた。
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着衣から女性と見分けられたが、なぜこうした形で死んだのか。
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その人は赤ちゃんを抱えていた。
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さらに、その下には大きな穴が掘られていた。
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母と思われる人の十本の指には血と泥がこびりつき、つめは一つもなかった。
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どこからか来て、もはやと覚悟して、指で固い地面を掘り、赤ちゃんを入れ、その上におおいかぶさって、火を防ぎ、わが子の生命を守ろうとしたのであろう。
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赤ちゃんの着物は少しも焼けていなかった。
小さなかわいいきれいな両手が母の乳房の一つをつかんでいた。
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だが、煙のためかその赤ちゃんもすでに息をしていなかった。
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わたしの周囲には十人余りの友人がいたが、だれも無言であった。どの顔も涙で汚れゆがんでいた。
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一人がそっとその場をはなれ、地面にはう破裂した水道管からちょろちょろこぼれるような水でてぬぐいをぬらしてきて、母親の黒ずんだ顔を丁寧にふいた。
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若い顔がそこに現れた。
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ひどい火傷を負いながらも、息のできない煙に巻かれながらも、苦痛の表情はみられなかった。
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これは、いったいなぜだろう。美しい顔であった。
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人間の愛を表現する顔であったのか。
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だれかがいった。
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「花があったらなあーー」
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あたりは、はるか彼方まで、焼け野原が続いていた。
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私たちは、数え十九才の学徒兵であった。
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学徒兵で被災処理班として働いていた須田卓雄さんによる
1970年12月29日付朝日新聞の記事(ブログ「はなももの別館」さんより)

私の好きな睡蓮のお花、一生懸命探してきました。

 

ーーーーー

 

【If only there were a flower】

 

 

There is one scene that remains vividly in my mind, an experience from three or four days after the Tokyo Mega Air Raid on March 10, 1945.

 

I, engaged in collecting and disposing of dead bodies from the Eidai Bridge to Kiba, Fukagawa, had become numb to the abnormal smell and misery of burnt skin, and was beginning to feel accustomed to corpses thought to be numberless, even though I put my palms together in prayer for each dead body.

 

But a strange feeling arose when, in the afternoon, close to evening, on what was thought to be a lane, I came upon the unusual posture of a corpse.

 

That corpse, though similar to the others, with the head’s burnt skin and with exposed burnt skin showing through burnt clothing, was crouching with its head touching the ground, whereas the others, except those under destroyed structural materials, were prone on the stomach or back, or on one side with the body bent.

 

It was found to be female from the clothing, but why such a posture in death?

 

The person was holding a baby.

 

Further, a big hole had been dug.

 

All ten fingers of what must have been the mother had blood and mud stuck to them, no nails at all.

 

It looked like she had come from somewhere, knowing her end, dug into the hard ground with her fingers, and put her baby in, covering it to protect its life from the fire.

 

The baby’s clothes were not burnt at all.

Both pretty clean hands grasped one of the mother’s breasts.

 

But the baby had already stopped breathing, perhaps from the smoke.

 

There were more than ten people around me, but none had any words. All faces were smeared with tears and distorted.

 

One of us left the place, wet a handkerchief with water trickling from a broken water supply tube, and brought it back to carefully wipe the blackened face.

 

A young face appeared there.

 

There was no expression of pain, despite the heavy burns and choking smoke.

 

Why was that? It was a beautiful face.

 

Was it the expression of human love?

 

Someone said,

 

“If only there were a flower!”

 

There were only burntdown fields, stretching far, far into the distance.

 

We were student soldiers of nineteen (counting birth as one).

 

By Takuo Suda, one of student soldiers who worked in a disposal group serving devastated areas.

 

FB post by Ms. Reiko Nukui, sharing the Asahi News article dated December 29, 1970, that appeared on the blog “Annex to Flowering Peach.” Ms. Kinui searched for flowers to offer to the mother and her baby.

 

(Translated by Rosan and edited by Erin)

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